Continuing the Cruel Love Series: “Act 3: The Farthest Limits of Love,″ by Arina Toshimi.

Summary: “Dream Crime” was the first installment, followed by “A Space closed in Secrecy, part 1 and 2,” and established Kurama’s unhealthy obsession and love for Hiei. After a dubious relationship begins between the two, Yoko suddenly re-emerges, changing everything.

This is part of a long series.

  • To find all parts of this series, search for the tags “tagged/cruel_love_part_ 1/ 2 /3″ etc.
  • This is part 12.

Rating for the series: R. Forced consent, sexual harassment, psychological assault. Nudity. Dubious consent. Sexual assault. Rape.

To be continued…

YYH RPers!

Hello all! I’m thinking of compiling a list of YYH RP groups, labeling them with whether they are open to asks, followers, or even people to jump in and join. That way, any YYH RPers or fans of following rp’s can find these blogs easier.

So if you’re any of the above and would like to be included on the list, please let me know!

Also! If you are looking for an RP partner, and you are looking for someone to connect with, you can contact me as well. I will post a list with people looking for partners and what characters/scenarios they’d like to RP.

– Mod Lola

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Hey guys exciting news I FINALLY OPENED MY ONLINE SHOP!! There are 3 items available for preorder atm: Kurama + Hiei charms, yu yu hakusho stickers, and misc(yyh, hxh, ouran) stickers!! Charms are 10$, stickers are 1$ each!! (Please note that the texture and durability of the stickers are similar to printer paper (i.e. not waterproof or glossy), although they look nice!)

Haruhi Fujioka, Botan, and Yukina charms are coming soon!

Kuronue and Yoko headcanons ( or prefernces) for who tops?

Hmm… I tend to be of the “switching” persuasion, but I feel like Yoko would top most of the time, simply because he likes being in control. He can probably be a pretty good power bottom because of that, lol. I’d imagine once they got closer, Yoko would let Kuronue have a turn. Just because he likes him that much ❤

As for other headcanons… Hmm. I like to think that Kuronue’s death happened relatively recently in Yoko’s life. Perhaps Yoko disbanded his group of thieves, then went on to have just one partner for crime. Then, after his death, Yoko became reckless and thus was so easily slain.

Alternatively, Kuronue happened before Yoko met Yomi and had his band of thieves, back when he was more innocent and quicker to fall in love. Once Kuronue died, he decided that many acquaintances were better than one lover who could leave you… Perhaps Yomi’s recklessness reminded him of Kuronue, and it’s why he waited so long to get rid of him.

Either option is great, honestly. 

One more headcanon I’ve never gotten over – Yoko gave that pendant to Kuronue. It was some small trinket, maybe with limited healing abilities, or Yoko just thought it was pretty. One of their first more intimate encounters ended with Yoko nonchalantly handing it to Kuronue, who fell in love with the gesture and with Yoko, and decided he’d never leave the pendant behind… That way, when Kuronue went back for it, Yoko could feel double guilty, and even more brokenhearted – because it was for him that Kuronue went back for the pendant. He want back because he loved Yoko so much he didn’t want to lose the gift he was given by him. And Yoko… well, he thought I’m here, don’t risk it for the amulet. I’m here! But it was too late, because Kuronue was too reckless… 

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Ah, sad thoughts.

– Mod Lola

Hey, I run the masterlist for the LJ YYH kinkmeme. I’m going to go through and clean up the completed prompts and to be completed etc See if people wont get back into it :D

Hi! It’s wonderful to finally speak with you! I’ve been lurking ‘round that kinkmeme for years now. I’m so glad you’re getting back into it! I posted a link to it on my Fanfic recommendation page, so hopefully people will see it more.

I would absolutely jump into it. Will it stay on LJ? Or be moved somewhere?

For those curious, this is the kinkmeme 🙂 It’s a beautiful place. People would post prompts and others would reply. As the name implies, it was a very dirty place 😉

– Mod Lola *who is squealing right now!*

What is one kind of yyh fic/doujinshi you have always wanted to see but never have? And what is one you wish there was more of because you can’t get enough/there isn’t that much out there?

Hmm… I think there might be two fics/doujins that I would love to see but haven’t. 

One, I would adore a long, plot heavy, “falling in love for the first time” story for Kurahi done by Kitayama

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Because just look at her wonderful art! And as it had been discussed on here previously, there are few doujins that capture the personalities of these two characters well. But Kitayama is a master at it. 

Essentially, I’d love for Kitayama to do something like Arina’s Hiyaku series, only obviously more in character and less… well, evil. But that sort of length and level of plotting at least.

And another doujin I would love to see, which is incredibly rare, is a Genkai x Toguro one exploring their break up, their lingering feelings, all that. The closest I’ve ever gotten to seeing  a doujin about them that did anything similar to exploring their emotions was a single panel from a completely different pairing. 

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I would love something in the spirit of that first sentence and that face Genkai is making. A long, emotional, absolutely heart-shattering in depth character exploration of Toguro’s and Genkai’s state of mind during the tournament, memories of their shared and then diverging past resurfacing to give us a couple punches to the gut.

See, I’m a lover of literature and poetry. It’s not rare for me to become absolutely obsessed with a single line or dialogue and just extrapolate a million things from it.

So I would love if a doujin existed, with beautiful, somber art as Narushima’s up there, that explores these lines: “No, Genkai, but it would have been a beautiful life.” 

So much packed into those words. Regret, acceptance, love, sorrow, nostalgia… I just want more. 

I believe one of the greatest pains a human being can suffer is being stuck on the past, yearning for what could have been. The idea that our lives diverge from each decision we make, and that had we made a different one at a certain point in our lives, now that we know better, that our lives would look differently. Nostalgia, regret, eventual acceptance of an unchangeable past….  they are insanely powerful emotions. And I believe no anime characters exemplify those feelings better than Genkai and Toguro. I would love for someone to explore those emotions deeper.

As for what I’d love to see more, honestly, Narushima and Kitayama. They have amazing art, interesting, emotional stories, and have great grasps of the characters. If anyone ever comes across more from either of these two, I would love you forever if you shared ❤

– Mod Lola